waking thoughts

rough night. kept waking up hour after hour, checking on the clock, and then on my phone to see if i may have inadvertently missed a call from mi corazon.

i've this song in my head once more and it is sung by Howie Day. it has a line in it that has had me thinking. not entirely a bad thing; my brain needs the exercise. it goes:

i worry i won't see your face light up again

i think, freestyla hit the nail square on the head when he said i just have to get out of the happiest place on earth for a bit. he says that even my writing shows a bit of a strain.

maybe he just knows me that well.

*sigh*

hope everything is fine with you, Carolyn. i cannot wait until the first stanza of that song becomes reality.