lifetrek

this is an old topic my buddy and i had been discussing, and it only just resurfaced for me.

the question was: did i think that my xgf broke up with me because of karma?

that's an intriguing question -- it's like saying will you have a different perspective in life if you went up the himalayas and breathed the air up there.

sure, life travels like that have similarities with relationships.

they do tend to change you.

but then, breathing the air by itself up those mountaintops won't alter your outlook. it's the journey that does.

like relationships, the journey together is what changes you, be it for better or worse.


so, what does this have to do with karma?


i'm beginning to believe that it doesn't exist. at least, for relationships.

i'm also beginning to heal. this part of my life journey, it seems i must travel by myself. it's going to be tough, i'm sure. i just hope that i won't get caught in an avalanche of emotions along the way.